I edited the trailers made my video and took care of everything for today. And now.. I can actually publish this blog… and be seen…………. I won’t lie, I HATE to KNOW that I’m being observed because everything that I make really comes out of passion and nothing else.
But this is something that I’ve wanted for an unknown amount of time and it’s beyond fulfilling to actually commit to this.
The learning process of just getting this set up was fun in it of itself and I’m excited to see how I and this blog will grow and change over time. My social media replacement is finally ready to be seen and that’s super scary fr.
anyways whoever sees this will see it and get a peak into my mind for what I show on here and how I ramble. I literally just drank like 7 beers and like wanted to lean into fear and like shame before publishing this but honestly I’m way too happy and excited about it. It’s like every time something big happens I try to find comfort in negativity when all that does is diminish my own joy.
alexander makes a blog 
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