Something new is afoot

I am in this period of transition and it’s really testing my patience. For a while now I thought my patience had grown to a satisfactory level to accomplish all the things I want but I feel like with these growing pains or whatever its just forcing me to see that it wasn’t ever enough. I grew comfy.

I feel like I am trying to cling to an innocence that requires wisdom and with that comes pain. I refuse to be jaded to the world around me.

will I let my material sufferings break my will or can I prevail? idk only my patience will tell.

here is a picture taken today