I can’t think of a title

It feels like forever since I last wrote a blog post.

I’ve been doing quite a lot! I recently finished editing a music video for a friend which you can watch here

But i’ve just been so busy I feel like I haven’t had the time to settle down and tighten up and perfect the little things I got for myself (like this blog and cleaning my room)

I really do love writing and like intellectual thought but it is mentally taxing at a certain point. Especially when trying to synthesize Caribbean Discourse it feels like each essay is a small project, and I’m okay with that it just means I’ll be taking more time to finish it up than I expected.

I guess overall I’m really reflecting about how I’m really hard on myself and I feel that I’m still uncomfortable letting myself rest.

Last week I pulled my back while in the gym and I iced and stretched and whatnot. But having to take just 1 day off felt so uncomfortable, I’ve tethered quite a lot of my discipline to my fitness but really being forced to rest and sit still is new. My last goal for this year is to rest more and do less to position myself to have a great start for 2026