Time

Do you need time?

Honestly I don’t know how to answer this

Instinctually I’m like yeah of course I need time, I have so much to work on and get done especially so I could just feel at peace but then it’s like it’s not that I need MORE time it’s that I need to reorganize my time

With everything I’m working on my day is really divided between work, the gym, and creative projects.

I like to think I’ve found my rhythm when it comes to pursuing all of these things but I feel like I just need to wait and wait while the work I put in slowly yields results

I have no idea where it originates from but this tiktok I saw talking about some African philosophy and spirituality referenced how the future doesn’t exist. Only the past, the present moment and the near immediate future exists. It really stuck with me because it really aligned with how I think.

Do I need more time? Not really, I make more of it in the present moment as I need.

The future never comes but we make the past.