[i think] i’m an artist

What is one way you have grown this year?

My artistic development is something that I have come to find more and more important in my life. At the start of the year I recognized how creating music was a healthy need for me to express for the sake of good health.
But it wasn’t enough.
Something deep within me still needed to be expressed. My writings aren’t enough, my videos weren’t enough, my music only provided temporary satisfaction.
Something I let go of over time as I grew disconnected from myself was clawing its way back out from the darkest depth of my soul.
Drawing and painting. The past time that filled me with joy as a child was found again this year. Each expression spoke to me with full satisfaction, no words needed to be said for the understanding to be there.
With every brush and pen stroke I took I sighed out the final breaths of the misunderstandings that laid within me and inhaled a confident truth that I am an artist.