Going through all my old writings has led me to find all sorts of writings from the past couple years. So I want to give a space for some stand outs to be remembered.
1.
Betrayal beckons me
I feast on pain
A restless hum
festers in the slums
I am unrenewed
a slave to my demons
See spirits in my room
cannot get enough
talking the devil
he says I haven’t done enough
when I close my I reprise of my dark demise
why was peace never an option
I always did my best
why didnt I pass the test
betreyal beckons me
I reap what I sow
death is my asphalt
pain is my freedom
you cannot deceive me I already bleed me
you can say you got it but I lost my mind first
throwing up shrooms in my room man my mind hurts
you cannot find her
betray your loved ones
betray your family
isolate yourself and be one with the tombstone
Death is bashful
decorate my skin
freedmen plead me
death is bashful
2.
wish i could spend my time in yesterday
so sweet
so fleeting
tips of my eyes
the warmth of the moment
not an ounce of regret
only joy
the longer i stay
3.
i am a perfectionist
it’s my biggest flaw
i want every start
to be good
i want control
over every thing
i like knowing
where i am going
what the destination is
and where my journey starts
where every flower pedal blows
where the wind goes
letting go is my biggest regret
i knew i held on too tight
but you too flowed
4.
jodi a fatige
twop moun frape mwen
hier ale pa byen
donc le mw viv bagay sa
m danse nan tête mw
travay pran mw esclave
lespwa l’espri pa kite mw
tout bagay m fe pou ou
m twop fatige
tout sa pa kontinue
5.
seventeen years worth of cries
i heard your voice is sore from the lies
text me when you get home
love me even when i drone
am i the place where you wanna go to
on my mind
but i need to let go too
is it right or am i stuck with my old cues
turn me away when i feel my heart to sway
decay me
decay me
we talk circles
scared to know the whole truth
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